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Self harm, suicide, depression, cutting. Sorry for the small print I wanted to get the whole poem in

I feel like that every day even when I'm doing something fun with my family , they always ask why I'm not happy but my emotional scares are to deep to heal .

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Dear mom and dad, I'm sorry for failing you. I'm sorry for not being your dream daughter, I know you did your nest and I know how much it hurt when you found out what I'm doing to myself. I'm sorry for letting you down.

When I was younger I thought I would be popular and be everyone's friend. I thought I would party and wear skanky clothes. Idc if I debate on taking my life or not. I'm just glad I did not become that 1st person. Thats the person I would never want to be. I don't want to party I just want to help people. I would rather be talking people out of suicide and self harm. I would rather be next to my best friend at 2 am so she does not feel alone. I want to be a shoulder to cry on not a party…

I've never actually tried to take my life. But it scares me every time I think about it. The thought of no one caring that I'm gone scares me horribly. And I just don't think I'd ever have the guts to go through with it.

When I first self harmed in seventh grade it was wierd, I came home crying and I went to the bathroom. I wasn't thinking, I grabbed the shower razor and dragged it all over my legs leaving my skin puffy and stained red and stinging. And that one time, one moment of overwhelming sadness, brings me to where I am today.

When I first self harmed in seventh grade it was wierd, I came home crying and I went to the bathroom. I wasn't thinking, I grabbed the shower razor and dragged it all over my legs leaving my skin puffy and stained red and stinging.