As things seem to get worse & hope seems to lose it's hold, I know that God is in control. I know that as things get harder, as it has been proved before, things won't stay this way. Perhaps things will & can get even harder, but change will come with it & God will still hold me in His hands. No matter how hard things get, He will still hold me, Love me, & be in control. And I must trust & surrender myself to Him even deeper.