I always have forgiven you because I always used logic. It's how my heart is protected. Might be a good way for you in the future to cope.
Have you ever tried forgiving someone, only to have the "feelings" come up again? Here are a few tips on how to forgive when you can't forget.
How to Forgive When You Can’t Forget
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