Today i saw a picture of you and him eating by a lake. My day turned so dark out of no where. Everytime i see you it reminds me of what i am without, who i lost. At the same time i still wake up everyday hoping to see you. It is a cruel and evil circle, but i cant bring myself to cut you from my life. Despite the pain im still clutching on to it all. I know Youre supposed to just let go and get over it, but i dont want to.