I can't explain how incredibly accurate this is for me right now. I want to die, but I can't do it myself, because it would hurt one person. If its an accident, Its not my fault. Please, just let me die. Please.
"Whenever I have a good few months and I think I've gotten over the worst of my depression, it silently returns. This isn't a battle I asked to fight. I'm tired of knowing it's always coming back." I feel like this exactly