This is the prayer for all of my jumbled thoughts. Although I know He is always with me, I am at His will for whay follows next in life and in my daily heart. There is no more logic here, there are only facts first and God's unknown plan for our future. Will he be able to find the truth? Will he finally see me? There isn't a path for me other than prayers and faith.
I am struggling right now Lord. I see nothing but the fact that he's blocked me from everything which means they are talking again. I prayed earlier for your will in my life. She and I didn't speak much tonight. I'm sure they were. I feel real scared and lost right now. My mind won't shut off, my heart hurts after today. My wall is building back up. I didn't want that. I was hoping it was in the past. Lord lead me, heal me, guide me. I beg you.