Sometimes the "I would love to: see that person, do that course, get that body I really want, spend time by the ocean or out in nature, travel to that picture postcard place etc" . Becomes a distant memory. How sad is that? How sad it is to substitute
It can be a bittersweet thing but it's good to listen to the truth rather than accept a comfortable lie. Even if you cant see something but know it's real deep down, believe it. Instincts can show a lot of true colors
Better be slapped with the truth than kissed with a lie! And the truth is: the Novus Ordo Sect IS NOT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH! It's better to be outside than to be an accomplice of their heresies and misdeeds!