I found the one I deserve after😊 Spot on! Except I do not feel the least bit sorry for him. Eventually you get tired of being treated like shit. So happy I found someone who treats me like a princess :)
I know this feeling. But remember, never do something for recognition or appreciation, you will frequently be disappointed. Do it because you want to, because you know that it is the right thing to do, and because it makes you feel good.
I miss the girl that made everyone happy and didn't self-harm, wasn't suicidal. I miss the girl that had tons of friends. I miss the girl that didn't need cheering up because she was always happy. I miss the girl who used to be me.